You'll Never Find It, If Your Lookin' For It

woah

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 18:39:14 GMT

Havn't been on this bad boy inb a while ey?

well i got a new one this will be for my writing and the other is just for myself nshiz its muh_dear_sarah

Im fat, But Its okay cuz im "cool"

Thu, 02 Mar 2006 01:19:57 GMT

yeah I hung out with Nick Today... Hahaha it was retarded. Took some pictures and got yelled at my a child molester... Hahaha Yeah and yeah Im watching american idol... GO CHRIS! he owns he best win screw ace he sux

This is Messed up

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 01:03:27 GMT

http://askheychris.livejournal.com/93593.html?view=3771289#t3771289

Go There

I Just Lost a hero... Omg I feel like crap now... Im a fat Kid and thats not even funny. I thought he was a good writer and the coolest now I "wouldnt piss to put him out" Omg i hope he gets the fuck beat outta him. My Day was bad enough without this I might be moving and now the person I looked up to most turns out to be the wolrds biggest duesch

Come on baby, Light My Fire

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 01:05:59 GMT

I sepnt the night at Ken's house so now I have new concepts and Hats. I have THE COOLEST beanie ever. Its grean and Tan and says THE DOORS on the front and MORRISON HOTEL on the back. I had to watch THE DOORS the movie Before I could wear the beanie because "I have to respect Jim Morrison and admire him for the poet he is before I can wear the hat" So now... I am In love with a dead guy and I am "obsessed" with Thoe Doors wich is great for me, I admire a "druggy" w00t. So yeah Morrison is amazing and I will wear that beanie till i die.

Saturday, When These Open Doors Are Open Ended

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 19:48:17 GMT

I dunno, I have A new found Hatred. Fuckin' Emo Bitch.... Now when I say that I dont mean shes a bitch cuz shes emo i mean shes emo cuz shes a bitch and needs an exuse. Gah Shes like so Ugly and such a bitch! I mean COME ON There is no need to be so unpleasant... SHEESH IDOIT!

I love liers, They are the nicest people I know

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 21:19:57 GMT

I got a new sn and shiz... Im on my computer so now I cant get onb alot more then likely cuz my mom puts a friggin password on it *emo face* Yeah I am now an Emo Nerd. Thus my new sn. EmoXnerdXw00t add it and enjoy my lack of being on it ^.^ I wanna kill myself to get this song outta my head! IT WONT GO AWAY (Just the Girl) I mean grr flippin A ya know? Haha I am listening to it as i type this on Itunes but the next song is Stab my back ^.^ Cuz irt is better when i bleed for you sXe Bitches

Mallory wrote this <33

Fri, 24 Feb 2006 04:50:46 GMT

"My stumps"

What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside your trunk?
I'ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my stump.
My stump, my stump, my stump, my stump, my stump,
My stump, my stump, my stump, my lovely patrick stump. (Check him out)

he drive these brothers crazy,
he does it on the daily,
They treat him really nicely,
They buy him all these ices.
patrick stump & peter,
Fendi and NaDonna
andy, they be sharin'
All their money got him wearin' fly
But he ain't askin,
They say they love his ass ‘n,
Seven Jeans, True Religion's,
he says no, but they keep givin'
So he keeps on takin'
And no he ain't taken
they can keep on datin'
he keeps on demonstrating.

My love, my love, my love, my love
You love my patrick stump,
My stump, my stump, my stump,
My stump he got u,
he's got you spending.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on him and spending time on him.
hes got you spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on him, up on him, on him

What you gon' do with all that junk?
All that junk inside that trunk?
hes gonna get, get, get, get, you drunk,
youll love drunk off my stump.
What u gon' do with all that ass?
All that ass inside them jeans?
he'll make, make, make, make you scream
Make u scream, make you scream.
Cos of my stump, my stump, my stump, my stump.
My stump, my stump, my stump, my lovely patrick stump. (Check him out)

I met a boy down at the disco.
he said hey, hey, hey yea let's go.
I could be your baby, you can be my honey
Let's spend time not money.
I mix your milk wit my cocoa puff,
Milky, milky cocoa,
Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.

They say hes really sexy,
The boys they wanna sex him.
They always standing next to him,
Always dancing next to him,
Tryin' a feel my stump, stump.
Lookin' at my stump, stump.
U can look but you can't touch him,
If you touch it I'ma start some drama,
You don't want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama
So don't pull on his hand boy,
You ain't his man, boy,
I'm just tryn'a dance boy,
And move my lovely patrick stump..

My stump, my stump, my stump, my stump,
My stump, my stump, my stump, my stump, my stump, my stump.
My lovely patrick stump (stump)
My lovely patrick stump (stump)
My lovely patrick stump (stump)
his lovin' got u,
hes got you spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on him and spending time on him.
he's got you spendin'.
(Oh) Spendin' all your money on him, up on him, on him.
~~~
hes a gold digger
but he aint messin with no.....
*breaks out in kayne west*

By Mall

Grr I hate Friend's Gfs. The suck Me and Mallory are gonna kill her with a spoon!

Oh Call me!

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 17:27:37 GMT

Muhahaha I have my cell phone back Boo and Yah! Buhahahaha go me go me its not yet my birthday But Im still gonna party like its muh birthday

FACE! Yeehaw Your cousins your pa! ^.^ Joyfullnessyness<3

Mhm indeed go sarah go sarah, SO yeah Im Geeked Im innocent Like I said, So hahaha In the words of Nixon " I am not a crook!"

Oh God, I am in love with the Cilck Five and I am Scared. Theyre Like Backstreetboy wannabes! But I lo lo lo lo lo love em

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 04:51:55 GMT

Not Much To Say, Im egtting my cell phone taken away and I hate myself cuz Im a horrible person

CHRIS SHOULD SOO WIN AMERICAN IDOL! w00t w00t

Yeehaw I got Yahoo

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 17:44:58 GMT

I gots a yahoo sn now so if ya'll wanna know what My then there screen name is it's pullmyfinger3212000 i think! im not sure yet lol. yeah i stole it from ryan >.> sue me

No One Puts the FUN in disFUNctinal Like Me

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 05:08:16 GMT

I'm workin' on a new song, what do ya'll think. Please comment <3

You said enough with your lack of words,
Though you didn't say it,
I still heard
Please just go, go away.
Cuz I'm done listenin to what you wont say

So yeah tell me what youre thinking Cuz I am likeing it ^.^ Hope you are too

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 04:56:17 GMT

I dunno I slept the good 1/2 the day and watched dukes of hazzard. Painted my nails ORANGE NOT BLUE *cough cough Holly* lol... Bored shitless, ya know? Well i think i'ma go to bed soon, like after will und grace... is furi kuri on tonight? *ponders*

Bye Ya'll

Say what?

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 04:59:47 GMT

I dunno... i dont feel to good. I want Ashlee Simpsons new cd so if u love me ^.^ ya know how to express ur love

Sarah Cant see stright, shes drinking herself blind

Sun, 19 Feb 2006 02:00:10 GMT

had a shatty day... For reals yo. I got new nailpolish tho so yay. its green. orange and blue. now they aRE GREEN and thats the only good news i have. ask me about what horrors i went through if you care to know

Eight Days A Week, I love You

Sat, 18 Feb 2006 02:04:00 GMT

Oh i need your loving and you know its true,
Said I need Your lovin, Just like I need you
Hold me Love me
You know I aint Got nothing But loving
eight days a week
Eight days a week Is not enough to show i care

Tehehe I love that song i was jammin with my boss to it today ^,^

<3 Sarah

Sing me asleep <33

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 05:06:37 GMT

Mkay I am back *evil grin*
SO i spent all yesterday playing with little kids and acting like a 5 yr old.
On Valitines day i spent the whole day watching VH1 classic and fused thus making me winder HOW THE HELL DID DAVID BOWIE GET HIS HAIR TO DO THAT!? AND i saw the video for my fav MCR song (Hony, this mirror isnt big enough for the two of us) and i was like "Hmm this ooks like audtion... OMG IT IS AUDITION!"

so that was cool cuz audition is like the SICKEST movie EVER and i love it!

When she sticks that huge needle in his foot and hear his bones crack and the U SEE HER FACE and she looks sooooo happy. BLOODY AWSOME
<3 it

send me some love hoes and pimps

Havnt you people ever heard of closing a God damned door?

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 21:12:28 GMT

*Sigh* Well Since I am SUCH a nice person I gave my mom internet access for her GHETTO comp so i wont be on alot for a lil while, Cuz i sleep untill noon and she likes to go on at 7 in the flippin moroning. So yeah, and im not suposed to beon for a wekk cuz I went over my time limit by like 17 mns to show my cousin this thing that Pete was in CUZ I AM SUCH A NICE PERSON. *gah*

So yeah i love yall and hope i get internet on my comp soon cuz this thing is so gay its homophobic!!!

<3 Sarah

Oh Snap

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 07:22:40 GMT

Yay day got better <3
Cuz no one can stay mad at Sarah *Im queting that!*
But overall i guess this was an ok "Give cards and flowers and get sex day"
I may not be on in a while ciuz I got in trouble and im REALLY Not lookin foward to work, But I think i shall take a page From Panda and go to sleep now ^.^

Oh Im such an Emo Rapper fo rizzle

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 06:01:42 GMT

well im a sexy sarah and i do my sarah dance my name is silly sarah and i wanna get in patricks pants

Oh yeah i made that up myself while me and Evy where talkin aboyt the curse of the name sarah and we are all hawt and i am the hottest of em all

go me go me w00t w00t

Cuz Im sexy sarah and i do my sarah dance my name is silly sarah and i wanna get in patricks pants Xp

101 Q But A bitch aint one

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 04:34:26 GMT

: 101 Things about me

[1] NAME: Sarah

[2] BIRTHDAY: May 28 1991

[3] HEIGHT: 5'-9"

[4] SHOE SIZE: 9.5

[5] EYE COLOR: hazel

[6] HAIR COLOR: Dark Brown with red high liights

[7] DONE DRUGS: Only prescription

[8] BEEN ON STAGE: Yeah

[9] HAD IT: ummm...had what?

[10] BEEN DUMPED: no, not really

[11] GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT: No

[12] EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF SWEETS: Who hasnt?

[13] DYED YOUR HAIR: Yeah

[14] CHOKED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE: yes...

[15] WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJ'S: Yeah

[16] GOTTEN DETENTION: yeah

[17] LIKED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOU CRY: ....

[18] DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: Yeah

[19] DO THEY KNOW: I dunno

[20] WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: a pulse?haha! no, preferably someone not retarded and that I can talk with, and who doesn't lie...i hate liars! < Addiison put that and I like it so piss off

[21] COULD YOU SEE YOURSELF GETTING MARRIED: i'd like to one day

[22] COLD / HOT: hot!

[23] BLACK / WHITE: black

[24] RAIN / SNOW:rain

[25] GIVE / RECEIVE: give

[26] WOOL / COTTON: cotton

[27] ROSE / DAISY: rose

[28] PRIVATE / PUBLIC SCHOOL: public

[29] PLAIN / CHOCOLATE MILK: chocolate

[30] HISTORY / SCIENCE: SCience

[31] MATH / ENGLISH: English! I hate math and english is a strong suit!

[32] SPRING / FALL: Fall

[33] ROCK / COUNTRY: rock

[34] PEPSI / COKE: Pepsi

[35] LOVE / LUST: love

[36] EAT / SLEEP: Sleep I could hybornate im so fuckin fat

FRIENDS

[37] WHO DO YOU SEE THE MOST: Im always alone

[38] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: Chelsea

[39] WHO DO YOU IM THE MOST: Mari and Mimi

[40] WHO'S THE LOUDEST: Chelsea

[41] WHO'S THE SHYEST: Me

[42] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: Hosslehoff

[43] WHO GOTS THE BEST ROOM: I dunno

[44] WHO'S THE HORNYEST: Nick XD

[45] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: Nick

[46] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: Nick?

[47] WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIENDS: Chelsea

[48] WHO DO YOU HAVE SERIOUS TALKS WITH: My Friends arent serious

[49] WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: Everyone

[50] WHO HUGGED YOU THE MOST: Chelsea

[51] WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST:Brandon

[52] WHO FOUGHT W/ YOU THE MOST: Lats yr me and Chelsea got into a BAD fight

[53] WHO ARGUES W/ YOU THE MOST: Everyone

[54] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: nick

[55] IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL:Chelsea

[56] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: Nick

[57] DO YOU KNOW MOST ABOUT: I dunno

DO YOU LIKE TO:

[58] GIVE HUGS: sure?

[59] GIVE BACK RUBS: Si

[60] PLAY IN THE RAIN: yeah

[61] WATCH TV: si

[62] GO TO THE BEACH: no

[63] DO HOMEWORK: Not really

[64] PLAY IN THE SNOW: No

[65] WORK OUT:Nope

[66] TALK ON THE PHONE: Ino

[67] STAY UP ALL NIGHT TALKIN TO A FRIEND: if need be,

[68] GO ONLINE: of course

[69] BE KISSED: indeed

[70] DO WEIRD / FREAKY THINGS: I guess

[71] BE WILD: No

HAVE YOU EVER:

[72] BEEN TO A CONCERT: yeah

[73] BEEN OUT OF STATE: of course...

[74] GONE SKINNY DIPPIN: no

[75] RAN ROUND NAKED: No

[76] BROKEN A BONE: yeah

[77] CHEATED ON A TEST: of course, Who hasnt?

[78] RAN A MARATHON: HA!

[79] MET A FAMOUS PERSON: si

[80] BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: yeah

[81] STOLE FROM SOMEWHERE: yes

[82] STALKED SOMEONE: no

YOUR LOVE LIFE:

[83] SINGLE OR TAKEN: single

[84] IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT WITH ANYONE, WHO: Jason.... >.>

[85] HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: haha no

[86] LONGEST RELATIONSHIP:I dunno

[87] LAST PERSON YOU KISSED: Patrick Q

EXTRA EXTRA:

[88] BAD HABITS: everything about me

[89] MAKES YOU MAD: everything

[90] SCARIEST MOMENTS: The Car crash

[91] WHERE ARE YOU: my room

[92] ARE YOU WEARIN ANY JEWLERY: a lil

[93] LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: this morning

[94] WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR PANTS: Pink with tinkerbell

[95] WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENIN TO RIGHT NOW: sex and candy

[96] LAST THING YOU SAID: Who sings sex and candy?

[97] COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: dunno wood

[98] LAST THING YOU ATE: Coookie

[99] WHAT YOU REALLY WANNA DO RIGHT NOW: Cry

[100] WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANNA BE:Gray

[101] IF YOU COULD CHOOSE TO LIVE W/ SOMEONE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE WHO WOULD IT BE: I dont feel like thinking about that fucker

Oh the joy

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 03:29:44 GMT

Well, Today started out good, Then slowly...but gradually I fucked up as useal. Will wants to kill me, Well He said something along those lines. My friends are being complete dipshits. No one even said Happy Give cards and flowers so you can get fucked day, and, I realised how truelly annoying I am. CHEERS to the most retarded "Holiday" of the year, Nah Im not sour I broke up with my duesch bag bf and now am alone on this day. its just gay always has been and always will be

CHEERS FUCK FACE

Talk Nerdy To Me

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 00:14:01 GMT

Well I love songs that have my name in them, They are awsome. Myspace is being SUCH a playa hater so here I am omnce agian

oh do ya'll remeber that song Stacy's mom?

I have that cd and i found it today XD

GrRrRr MiMi

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 08:02:18 GMT

Dude dreams are dreams Mkay? They mean nothing and Nore for future references

DONT TELL YOUR FRIENDS ABOUT DREAMS YOU HAVE THAT ARE ABOUT OTHER FRIENDS

kk? Cuz they suck and they will make fun of u

thank you and good night

ps happy heart day

The Real Reason People ( I ) Cut

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 06:53:20 GMT

(The truth about my addiction)

THE REASON WE BLEED

optimism Has nothing to do With the reason we bleed
Love and compassion is not something I need
I'm not My Fathers Slave
and I have no disire to dig my own grave
You see the truth is That Pain calms me down
The sight of my blood helps drown out the sound
When You have lost all control
and have no say for your soul
Cutting helps you get away
But, I do it half assed so the scars will be gone one day,
"Pain doesnt hurt when its all youve ever felt"
I felt joy, Till this card i was delt
I never thought Id feel so empty inside
Untill the night My best friend died.
So I'll cut myself a keeper
and Im going to be the speaker
For the ungrateful
whos pain is more beautiful
Then any sunset you will see
And now do you understand?
THE REASON WE BLEED

By Sarah D

I love liers, They are the nicest people I know

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 06:20:57 GMT

I think Im going to WING IT RIGHT NOW and write a poem *inhales* here we go

Smile at me

I feel like I'm losing
Like I'll never be Good enough
Feel like I'm falling
And I should just give up
and then You smile at me
and I am okay
when you smile at me all the bad goes away
I never loved anyone before
But I need you now
Like I've never needed before
Cuz when you smile at me
I feel okay
I can finaly breathe
and the bad goes away

By Sarah D

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